Shunryu Suzuki
Editor’s Note: Shunryu Suzuki helped introduce Zen to the West with his seminal book “Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind.” In it he presents core teachings of Zen such as egolessness. “When you do something,” he writes, “you should burn yourself completely, like a good bonfire, leaving no trace of yourself.”
When we practice zazen our mind is calm and quite simple. But usually our mind is very busy and complicated, and it is difficult to be concentrated on what we are doing. This is because before we act we think, and this thinking leaves some trace. Our activity is shadowed by some preconceived idea. The thinking not only leaves some trace or shadow, but also gives us many other notions about other activities and things. These traces and notions make our minds very complicated. When we do something with a simple, clear mind, we have no notion or shadows, and our activity is strong and straightforward. But when we do something with a complicated mind, in relation to other things or people, or society, our activity becomes very complex.
Most people have a double or triple notion in one activity. That kind of thinking always leaves its shadow on their activity. The shadow is not actually the thinking itself. Of course it is often necessary to think or prepare before we act. But right thinking does not leave any shadow. Thinking that leaves a shadow comes out of your relative confused mind. Relative mind is the mind that sets itself in relation to other things, thus limiting itself. It is this small mind that creates gaining ideas and leaves traces of itself.
If you leave a trace of your thinking on your activity, you will be attached to the trace. For instance, you may say, “This is what I have done!” But actually it is not so. In your recollection you may say, “I did such and such a thing in some certain way,” but actually that is never exactly what happened. When you think in this way you limit the actual experience of what you have done. So if you attach to the idea of what you have done, you are involved in selfish ideas.
It is necessary to remember what we have done, but we should not become attached to what we have done in some special sense. What we call “attachment” is just these traces of our thought and activity.
In order to not leave any traces, when you do something, you should do it with your whole body and mind; you should be concentrated on what you do. You should do it completely, like a good bonfire. You should not be a smoky fire. You should burn yourself completely. If you do not burn yourself completely, a trace of yourself will be left in what you do. You will have something remaining that is not completely burned out. Zen activity is activity that is completely burned out, with nothing remaining but ashes. This is the goal of our practice.
From Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind by Shunryu Suzuki (Shambhala Publications, 2009).